Mar 08, 2023 8:51:33 PM Me

Laurie, thank you for an excellent session tonight. It was the most balanced and calm one we’ve had, from my perspective. I am feeling an overwhelming sense of abandonment right now. I was not well and was incapable of helping myself when I was sick. I feel like I got kicked in the gut tonight. I hope it didn’t show too much. I did get upset but did my best to reign it in.

Mar 08, 2023 8:52:11 PM Me

Saturday would work for me. if you send me some times that work well for you, I can let you know when I can meet

Mar 08, 2023 8:53:10 PM Me

Also you can book Elizabeth and me for next Wednesday

Mar 08, 2023 8:53:19 PM (Read by them after 1 day, 16 hours, 2 minutes, 16 seconds) Me

Same time

Mar 10, 2023 1:01:36 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 39 seconds) +19084423396

Two possibilities - 1. Saturday at 915am 2. Sunday after 5pm

Mar 10, 2023 2:36:03 PM Me

Saturday will work. Thank you!

Mar 10, 2023 10:03:17 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 17 seconds) +19084423396

Just put the time into BetterHelp!

Mar 11, 2023 6:38:40 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I just ordered all my alcohol ink supplies online. The store in town was sold out of paper and only a few colors in stock. I have 29 colors, a brush/blending kit, pad of paper, and extender coming. Should be here on Tuesday. I’ll try it as soon as I get it. Very excited to try.

Mar 11, 2023 6:48:31 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 14 seconds) +19084423396

Excellent. Enjoy and have fun…

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Mar 11, 2023 7:11:36 PM (Read by them after 1 day, 24 minutes, 40 seconds) Me

PS I also sent you an email

Mar 25, 2023 10:50:33 AM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +19084423396

Running five minutes late

Mar 25, 2023 10:50:58 AM Me

Ok, got it

Mar 28, 2023 12:51:20 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 5 minutes, 16 seconds) Me

Saw this today, and it really spoke to me.

Mar 28, 2023 2:56:58 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 42 seconds) +19084423396

Loud and clear…

Mar 29, 2023 9:13:12 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Found this in 3 mins. Very cool. Will watch

Mar 29, 2023 9:13:15 PM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

YouTube

The History Of The Gullah: From Africa To America | Circle Unbroken | Timeline

75% of all enslaved Africans coming to America came in through Beaufort and the sea islands of South Carolina. This beautiful and picturesque tourist destina...

Apr 08, 2023 8:50:58 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes) +19084423396

5 minute reprieve, Mr. Bert!

Apr 08, 2023 9:10:17 AM Me

Ok. I'm online now

Apr 08, 2023 9:10:32 AM (Read by them after 13 minutes, 2 seconds) Me

I was tardy by 5 myself

Apr 15, 2023 9:35:27 AM +19084423396

Running behind. Let’s start at 915am. I’m sorry.

Apr 15, 2023 9:35:37 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Apr 15, 2023 9:35:45 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

No problem

Apr 15, 2023 10:18:30 AM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 31 seconds) +19084423396

I’m in the video room.

Apr 15, 2023 10:18:56 AM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Logging in

Apr 15, 2023 11:14:49 AM (Read by them after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 45 seconds) Me

Was just thinking that the info you relayed from Liz is surprising. She never acknowledged anything to me about “being/getting better” in person text or otherwise. I typically got little feedback from her. Left my insecurity guessing what I was doing wrong.

Apr 15, 2023 3:35:40 PM (Read by you after 6 days, 24 minutes, 44 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Just wanted to be certain our conversation left you in a good place. I’m free to chat if you need to.

Apr 21, 2023 4:00:34 PM Me

Hi, be right there.

Apr 21, 2023 7:45:46 PM Me

Hi Laurie, I heard back from my cousin. His name is Darrell Ritchie He grew up in Saratoga Springs, New York. Its home of one of the oldest thoroughbred horse race tracks in the United States. Their signature race “the Travers“ is heralded in the horse racing world on par with the Kentucky Derby, the Preakness and the Belmont. Basically, the Triple Crown, but it’s not included. Been to that race track since I was a little kid with Darrell collecting cans to fill his sisters car when they first started giving you a nickel for cans and recycling. That may have been 1981 or 82 when that happened. 😁🪙 Again, I am the digression merchant, so I will stop there and attach his contact information. Also, I will share both your phone and email with him. He would also like the ability to reach out to you if he doesn’t hear from me. Ironically, when you didn’t hear from me, he had not heard from me in two days. The same emotion/feeling that came over me prohibiting me to reply to you did the same when he reached out to me and to two other people in my life whom I reply nearly immediately to. One is a friend who knows both Elizabeth and I and we raised our kids together, Derick Perry. He and his wife Molly spent a lot of time together when raising our kids. Their2 girls are just older than our oldest by one grade level, Jordan, and her sisterEvan. The other being Elizabeth’s mother, who I am in frequent text contact with

Apr 21, 2023 7:47:28 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 59 minutes, 13 seconds) Me

Click to download Darrell Ritchie.vcf (61.03 KB)

Apr 21, 2023 10:49:48 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 48 minutes, 19 seconds) +19084423396

Thank you Bert! BTW, I lived near Saratoga Springs, in a sleepy country village called Salem, for 7 years. I know it relTively well as both my kids attended Waldorf School there.

May 06, 2023 10:44:47 AM (Read by you after 59 minutes, 57 seconds) +19084423396

My battery died suddenly. Be right there.

May 11, 2023 3:55:11 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie, A piano fell out of the sky. I got bad news today that Hatch is not renewing my contract or offering me a full time position. Totally blindsided as I wasn’t expecting our department to be the target of any cuts. I toured my first apartment yesterday, and this news is not helping me. I’ve already informed Elizabeth, but I did iterate that this is not her problem and that I still plan to be out June 1st. Right now I dont know where that might be. I’ve also been in touch with Darrell too. Still feeling the shock of it all and I really didnt need this added to my plate. Moving out alone is already hard enough emotionally for me. Anyhow, wanted to share. I hope you are doing well. Bert

May 11, 2023 3:56:36 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Really feel like the universe is making this extra hard for some reason — and unsure what that is

May 11, 2023 3:56:47 PM +19084423396

Oh God, I am so sorry this happened. I know you did the best work ever for them. I’m here if you need me.

May 11, 2023 3:58:15 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks! I know we talk Saturday and looking forward to that. I’ll be starting my search later this afternoon. I’ve been inside all day and need to go on a walk to clear my mind, maybe meditate, and then come back and start again.

May 11, 2023 3:58:38 PM +19084423396

Will do!

May 11, 2023 4:00:07 PM Me

BTW, my “mask” nearly fell off in the call, but I kept my composure and stayed professional. I had the tears ready to go, but no—I know its business but the rejection on a subconscious level hurts a lot. Already dealing with lots of rejection and honestly dont need more 😊

May 11, 2023 4:01:06 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 24 seconds) +19084423396

Yep. I get that completely.

May 17, 2023 4:09:57 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 40 minutes, 53 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Remind me. Are we talking this coming Saturday?

May 17, 2023 6:51:11 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 42 minutes, 54 seconds) Me

Yes please. If you have time in your schedule

May 17, 2023 9:34:25 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 56 minutes, 50 seconds) +19084423396

On BH or a different platform….

May 17, 2023 9:34:41 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 56 minutes, 34 seconds) +19084423396

9am is your time.

May 18, 2023 12:32:22 AM (Read by them after 10 seconds) Me

I think this would be the last one before billing cycle

May 18, 2023 12:33:09 AM (Read by you after 51 seconds) +19084423396

Gotcha! I’ll load it onto BH then…Saturday at 9am.

May 18, 2023 12:33:20 AM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +19084423396

Sweet dreams!

May 18, 2023 12:34:11 AM (Read by them after 2 minutes, 10 seconds) Me

Thanks!

May 25, 2023 1:58:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie, just need maybe 5 mins to get the computer setup. On my way!

May 25, 2023 1:58:54 PM +19084423396

We’ll do!

May 25, 2023 10:32:14 PM Me

Laurie, I have a 3rd date lining up, just waiting for place and time. I have to say I’m gobsmacked 😶 Never ever expected this, one, and this fast? OMG fugghettaboutit!

May 25, 2023 10:32:47 PM (Read by them after 48 minutes, 9 seconds) Me

I’m almost getting verklempt

May 26, 2023 1:15:46 AM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 14 seconds) +19084423396

Good stuff doesn’t last long on the shelf ever.

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May 26, 2023 1:16:18 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 42 seconds) +19084423396

And yes, I too am verklempt.

May 26, 2023 6:14:05 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

My website is online now

May 26, 2023 6:14:09 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Bert Mahoney — A Multi-Discplinary Designer with over 30 years of experience.

Bert Mahoney—Accomplished Visual Designer

I am a multi-disciplinary designer with over 30 years of experience. I use artificial intelligence (AI) in my design process to accelerate and enhance my ability to achieve positive business and user outcomes. My portfolio demonstrates my expertise in creating innovative solutions that are user-centered and focused on business results.

May 27, 2023 7:38:58 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 6 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, I think you mean “multi-disciplinary”….

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Jun 02, 2023 12:01:25 PM Me

Hi Laurie, I hope all is well on your trip abroad!!! A quick note to let you know all my stuff (with the exception of some cruft I’m going to take care of now) is out of the house. Elizabeth was able to sleep at home last night. I was off at the campground. I did text her on the 31st to let her know I would be out and that she could be home. Her reply, “Thanks” Didn’t expect more than that anyway. I honestly and truly don’t care. I feel mistreated and disrespected after all I gave in that marriage. Its sad because she’s turned into someone else. She used to be open, expressive and caring. Now I get controlled, cold, and composed. Oh well, that’s her bailiwick of mental floss she can carry the rest of her life. I’m liberated and free and plan to not hold myself back any longer. Tired of living in a cave and being in the shadows OK, that’s all for now. Be well and look forward to hearing about your adventures!!

Mar 22, 2024 2:03:07 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 16 minutes, 50 seconds) +19084423396

My Paris bound flight is boarding earlier at 215pm cst, so I may only be able to join for a few minutes or may need to reschedule. What timezone are you in?

Mar 22, 2024 2:16:33 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 3 minutes, 24 seconds) +19084423396

Let’s reschedule either when I return to CA on the 30th.

Mar 22, 2024 2:17:00 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 57 seconds) +19084423396

Or a little later at a date that works for you.

Mar 22, 2024 4:20:33 PM (Read by them after 11 hours, 19 minutes, 52 seconds) Me

Sounds good! Sorry to miss you and enjoy your adventure!

Apr 20, 2024 3:52:07 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 23 seconds) +19084423396

I doublebooked myself. Are you free to talk later this evening? I'm so sorry as I truly want to talk. LMK what will work on your end..

Apr 20, 2024 4:09:03 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 27 seconds) +19084423396

The other client is not showing so I’m thinking maybe we could actually meet. I’m gonna give her two more minutes and then I’ll switch over to you if you’d still like to meet how does that sound?

Apr 20, 2024 4:12:34 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 56 seconds) +19084423396

Just tried FT but no response…

Apr 20, 2024 4:13:47 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 43 seconds) +19084423396

Sent you a new link…

Apr 20, 2024 4:14:18 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 12 seconds) +19084423396

Oops wrong date.

Apr 20, 2024 4:16:21 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +19084423396

Try now. I’m in there.

Apr 20, 2024 4:18:52 PM (Read by them after 16 days, 12 hours, 27 minutes, 10 seconds) Me

May 07, 2024 4:47:18 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 43 minutes, 43 seconds) +19084423396

HuffPost

People Are Sharing What It's Like To Job-Hunt Over 50 — And It's Harrowing

When you are over 50, the odds are stacked against you to land a job.

May 07, 2024 4:47:18 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 43 minutes, 43 seconds) +19084423396

Thought this article might give you some reassurance, Bert. - Laurie ps…Got your earlier note about Nomadland…

May 07, 2024 9:33:32 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Thank you! Also, watched ‘Find Me’ last night. Enjoyed it and could see parts of myself in it, but didnt floor me like Nomadland—identifying with Fran as deep as I did — wasn’t expecting that

May 07, 2024 10:51:39 AM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 34 seconds) +19084423396

I figured that might be your reaction. But it was the starring role of Nature that galvanized my affinity for this film.

May 08, 2024 9:53:00 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I felt the nature thing BIG last summer when visiting Zion and Arches, and spending time in the Rockies. Hope to get hiking again soon. Been busy looking for work.

May 09, 2024 4:06:05 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi, I wouldn’t text you unless something large happened. Just got an email from an admin of the school where Liz and my boys live, and where I lived for 25 years. They asked me to not come on campus until graduation. This fell out of the sky like a piano. I wrote an email back and was literally shaking and trembling as I typed — literally SHOOK. wow. Just stunned…

May 09, 2024 5:01:12 PM (Read by you after 28 seconds) +19084423396

Why?

May 09, 2024 5:02:06 PM Me

Unsure still. When I know I’ll share. Otherwise, I’ve calmed down 😊

May 09, 2024 6:05:08 PM Me

Btw I stumbled upon Adlerian Psychology. I got a book from Audible. “The courage to be disliked”

May 09, 2024 6:06:22 PM (Read by them after 53 minutes, 43 seconds) Me

Having an interesting time learning about him. I knew of Jung and Freud, but not Adler

May 14, 2024 4:12:56 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 16 seconds) +19084423396

What is the name of your FB job searching group?

May 14, 2024 4:50:23 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Never Search Alone on linkedIn

May 25, 2024 12:49:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie I wouldn’t text unless I need to get a hold of you quickly 😊 First I hope all is well. OK, so my dart team, I literally just found out via text, rescheduled a dart match for today @ 3pm This was after I told them I wasn’t free until 4pm 🤦‍♂️ I can’t miss it or we forfeit, and that’s why we rescheduled, so we dont forfeit. Might there be any way under heaven and stars to move our time? My Parents arrive on Monday. Currently boarding in Chicago for LA. 😊 If you can’t, and can only do a time after Monday I get it. Let me know and let’s find the earliest that works for you. Many thanks and be well 🙏 Bert

May 25, 2024 12:59:04 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 18 minutes, 46 seconds) +19084423396

Of course, we can reschedule. LMK when would be best….

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May 28, 2024 12:30:24 AM (Read by them after 59 minutes, 13 seconds) Me

Hi, I got my parents today and went to dinner with 2/3 boys. I’m picking up weird energy and my dad was trying to be inquisitive but all I heard was criticism. Plus got triggered about losing an incredible woman I am smitten with. Some days I feel like my head will explode 🤯 Let me know how we can find a time before Friday night. I have to sit at dinner with Elizabeth and that will be interesting, but also her mom’s absence is here as my parents knew her for over 25 years. All of this week is reminding me of all I lost when I was unable to get help on my own. I didn’t feel worth it 😢

May 28, 2024 1:30:33 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 50 minutes, 32 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Hang in there! - Laurie

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May 29, 2024 2:33:07 PM ⇲ Me

Thank you. Past 48 hours have been really hard. Lots of parents energy but almost zero self care. Incredibly triggered — shame was intense and I was aware of behaviors as well.

May 29, 2024 2:31:50 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Its asking you to type in “91” on your YouTube App

May 29, 2024 2:33:07 PM ⇱ Me

Thank you. Past 48 hours have been really hard. Lots of parents energy but almost zero self care. Incredibly triggered — shame was intense and I was aware of behaviors as well.

This message responded to an earlier message.

May 29, 2024 2:34:03 PM Me

Today playing catchup and self care.

May 29, 2024 2:45:02 PM Me

I’ll try again later this evening before 9pm if possible.

May 31, 2024 7:50:00 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 21 minutes, 47 seconds) +19084423396

Happy to connect with you late tonight. I’m flying down to OC tonight. I know you wanted to meet before the graduation..I’ll do my best…

May 31, 2024 9:13:36 PM Me

No worries. Everything is moving along. I’m feeling a large amount of disassociation, which is sad because I’m not feeling fully immersed in this event. I feel like an outsider, even though I lived here for 25 years

May 31, 2024 9:13:50 PM Me

Don’t worry about me. I’m all good.

Jun 04, 2024 9:24:20 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie, hope you are well. Yesterday was spent making sure everyone was safely back on their way back home. The weekend was bittersweet. Intensely triggered and masking the whole time. It was exhausting. Broke down in private a few times and pretty much struggled to find grounding. I did share with Elizabeth that I was sad that I was unable to be fully present as my sense of disassociation took over really hard. While it was my son’s graduation it was for me, in many ways, my funeral from campus. A final goodbye from my life there — it was crushing to see so many people I’ve known for so long and the only energy I could feel was “stay away and dont engage” I doubt I’ll go up on campus again unless one of my sons needs something. Anyhow, here I sit still homeless, unemployed, contending with a mind that won’t fully comply, and unable to get grounded for over a year now. Feeling incredibly disconnected from society and people in general. Not that I want or need a flood of people to engage with, but going 3-4 days without talking to a soul can be challenging. And texting doesn’t suffice as a replacement—I know that from my cousin and the text vs talk experience. Anyhow I digress as I’m want to do — my mind is a pinball machine triggered from one thing to another and just have to deal.

Jun 04, 2024 9:24:38 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ps. Should have sent multiple texts apologies for that gigantic one

Jun 04, 2024 9:34:06 AM Me

Also, was wanting to try and login to sort out your domain name issue, but I need to know when you’ll be available to click on your phone. 😳-)

Jun 04, 2024 10:06:37 AM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 55 seconds) +19084423396

Phew! That’s a lot of stuff going on. I’m not surprised, to be honest. We’re overdue for a session. Today is very full.

Jun 04, 2024 12:56:35 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I understand completely. If you have any times this week that would be great.

Jun 05, 2024 1:02:23 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie, any chance we can try the login today? I would like to get your domain name issue sorted out.

Jun 09, 2024 11:38:20 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie, I hope you are doing well. Let me know when we might be able to schedule a session. Also, still wanting to login but need to know when you are at your phone. If I recall it wants you to open YouTube and you’ll be prompted to confirm that you’re logging in to the web host (which is me trying to get in). Hope you have a great Sunday 😊

Jun 11, 2024 1:20:09 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie checking in again. You came to mind this morning. Whenever you have time. Thanks. Also, if you give me a window of time to try the login for Youtube, LMK.

Jun 11, 2024 2:54:18 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 17 seconds) +19084423396

This evening would work.

Jun 11, 2024 2:56:23 PM (Read by you after 59 minutes, 12 seconds) +19084423396

My dad was admitted to Stanford ER with colon issues. So it’s been a bit of an emotional tailspin. Plus I unpacked the 20 boxes in my new office. Lots is up. Sorry I haven’t Responded to your messages. I was in my own funk.

Jun 11, 2024 4:02:43 PM Me

OMG. I’m so sorry to hear that Laurie We can do it later this week. Right now, things are the same—not great, but currently not in a funk — imagine that. How about Thursday or Friday? Saturday I attend Sallie’s memorial ( Elizabeths mom ) and I think I’ve had a breakthrough internally with my perspective on everything and where things stand right now. I’ll simply say I find it interesting that when I was depressed and out of sorts prior to the “incident” — this was a couple years of me walking around with depression — not ONCE did she ask me if I was ok, or if everything was alright. I was dealing with and had no interest.

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Jul 20, 2024 11:01:16 AM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 34 seconds) +19084423396

Head’s up….can we shift today’s 515pm chat either to 4pm or 630pm? I’ve got a family collateral mtg that came together last night right after we set our therapy time. My apologies as I know you need to meet…

Jul 20, 2024 11:06:20 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 35 minutes, 1 second) +19084423396

Jul 20, 2024 11:51:03 AM Me

4pm

Jul 20, 2024 11:51:10 AM Me

4pm works for sure

Jul 20, 2024 11:52:56 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +19084423396

😃 I’ll send the link over via email right now. I may be eating a late lunch while we meet. Head’s up….

Jul 20, 2024 11:53:05 AM Me

Jul 29, 2024 12:03:37 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie Its Bert. I’m having a prescription refill issue with Venlafaxine (Wellbutrin), and today I took my last 150mg pill. I get a bit freaked out about it because I’ve had the brain zaps before because of cold turkey and its no fun, plus dizzy. Anyhow… I take one 300mg and one 150mg per day. I have a few 300mgs left so I could cut them in half. That buys me a few days until I can have it delivered. I have my pills sent from Amazon Pharmacy and I get 90 days at a time. My question to you is this. I know you dont write prescriptions However do you know a way I can solve this problem? Have you seen/heard a way? Perhaps know someone, or someway? I’m pursuing other things too, but I thought I’d ask. Many thanks and be well 🙏

Jul 29, 2024 12:13:02 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 25 seconds) +19084423396

Is there any way to access free psychiatric online care? I’m thinking of that nurse in particular who helped you last time. Bert, it’s really not my place to offer you advice in this regard because I’m not trained. But as a cognitively aware individual apart from my psychological training, your two options seem feasible , given the circumstances. Trust your gut reaction as you know your system the best. And perhaps Consider increasing the frequency of all your other coping mechanisms, such as hiking, hypnotherapy meditation to help you get through the next few days.

Jul 29, 2024 12:29:09 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Awesome! Thanks for the reply Laurie. Really helpful 😊

Jul 29, 2024 12:59:58 PM (Read by them after 12 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie one other bit. I just emailed you through google drive about the letter. Could you take a look when you have roughly 15 mins?

Jul 29, 2024 1:50:29 PM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

oh, and my last name got messed up hahaha

Jul 29, 2024 1:50:35 PM Me

Bert Hovey!!!

Aug 03, 2024 10:49:57 AM (Read by them after 3 hours, 11 minutes, 54 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie i’m checking to see if we have an appointment today? I don’t see it on my calendar and I searched email and could not find an invite. Let me know when you have a moment and thanks!! PS I got my medication‘s sorted out. I’m all good. 😊

Aug 03, 2024 2:02:35 PM (Read by you after 59 minutes, 51 seconds) +19084423396

Usually we’re every 2 weeks. I can be free in a few minutes, if you’d like.

Aug 03, 2024 3:02:40 PM (Read by them after 12 minutes, 27 seconds) Me

I’m good just didn’t want to miss

Aug 10, 2024 9:43:07 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 7 seconds) +19084423396

Just checking in with you, Dear Sir…. I am free after 3 PM if you want to talk.

Aug 10, 2024 11:21:40 AM Me

I would definitely like to meet and talk. Past couple weeks been super hard my heart is incredibly triggered. If you send me a link I will be there

Aug 10, 2024 11:22:27 AM (Read by them after 55 minutes, 8 seconds) Me

Oh, I want to make sure we take care of your website too. I want to get that moving. Once I get in there it move rather quickly 😁

Aug 10, 2024 3:57:43 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 6 seconds) +19084423396

Give me a few minutes to have my lunch and I’l call you via FaceTime. OK, Bert?

Aug 10, 2024 3:59:49 PM (Read by them after 12 minutes, 11 seconds) Me

Ok, I was going to ask for a few moments myself I’ve been scrambling to get stationary so I can speak with you I should be all set by five after three

Aug 11, 2024 11:57:15 AM Me

Click to download Berts_SafetyPlan.pdf (63.18 KB)

Aug 15, 2024 10:45:48 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 36 minutes, 43 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Can we shift our time together to either 1 or 3pm? - Laurie

Aug 15, 2024 12:22:32 PM (Read by them after 4 minutes, 41 seconds) Me

1pm would work

Aug 15, 2024 12:27:18 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 8 minutes, 25 seconds) +19084423396

👍

Aug 15, 2024 2:41:26 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

FYI, I spent 8:30am - 12:30pm today and filed for divorce with Ventura County Court Clerk. I then went over to ‘ office in the same building and filled out a form to have the papers served. Alot of paperwork. I was shaking after I parked the car and took a moment in the lot before walking in. Had a flashback on my marriage and cried for a bit. I really never wanted this but here it is. I felt disassociated when inside the building. I was present, but felt the dissociation incredibly hard—it was in my face. It was keeping me from weeping while standing in line and going through the whole process. Even though I know this is what I have to do, I’m sensitive guy cant help it. Now that I’m done I feel the compulsion that I should work and get busy to distract myself. What I fear is that if I should go that way I’m not allowing myself space to process—grieve or whatever. Last thing I want to do is push more down. I’m so close to the fire I can’t see the entire forest from down inside the trees. Not sure of the best path.

Aug 15, 2024 2:42:03 PM Me

If you could provide some advice that would be great. Just objective, here’s what you might consider….

Aug 15, 2024 2:42:55 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I dont want to make this harder on myself if at all possible

Aug 15, 2024 2:43:23 PM +19084423396

Take a long hike and listen to an affirmation heavy podcast. Even hypnotherapy.com would be wonderful. Let the grief be there be present to it. It will pass in due time.

Aug 15, 2024 2:43:39 PM Me

Aug 15, 2024 2:44:56 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

sounds good. I’m going to go get a decaf coffee just to get out of the house for a bit _ started house sitting yesterday —here until the 25th. Having this right now is a blessing—SOOOO grateful it makes me cry when writing this.

Aug 15, 2024 2:45:21 PM Me

keep you posted

Aug 15, 2024 2:52:32 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 7 seconds) +19084423396

Just sent you a meditation link that may be helpful.

Aug 15, 2024 2:56:46 PM Me

thanks!!

Aug 17, 2024 12:19:59 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

hi, Is everything ok? I’m in the session.

Aug 17, 2024 12:20:20 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +19084423396

We’re 1pm.

Aug 17, 2024 12:21:16 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

oh, got the reminder on my phone and email for 11am. AOK. I’m on the laptop working on my own stuff. A new project I can tell you about.

Aug 17, 2024 12:22:02 PM Me

See you at 1pm 😊

Aug 17, 2024 2:01:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi, it says my appointment has expired or invalid

Aug 17, 2024 2:01:30 PM Me

when I follow the link

Aug 17, 2024 2:02:01 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

got it

Aug 17, 2024 2:02:05 PM Me

hold on

Aug 17, 2024 2:05:45 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I believe I’m in the right space

Aug 22, 2024 10:15:56 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 22 seconds) +19084423396

May I move our appt on Saturday from 11am to 5pm? I have a few child client starting with me who needs an AM slot and I’m keeping my fingers crossed that you might have a little more flexibility than this little lady who needs something in the morning. Sorry for the short notice.

Aug 23, 2024 12:08:18 PM (Read by them after 39 minutes, 40 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie this is Bert want to let you know absolutely go ahead and move it. I just needed to check that I didn’t have a conflict, and I don’t so I can do 5 PM

Aug 23, 2024 12:48:28 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 7 minutes, 52 seconds) +19084423396

Awesome! Thanks. See you at 5pm tomorrow…

Aug 24, 2024 5:55:57 PM Me

Hi need 5 mins. Be online by 505

Sep 07, 2024 3:46:05 PM (Read by them after 1 minute, 39 seconds) Me

Hi, we missed last week. ☹️Could we connect again soon? Ive entered month 18 of my current situation. Despite all my work that milestone is weighing really heavy on my mind. As if this is never going to end. Logically I know that to be true yet the feelings and emotions of an eternity blow the logic out of the water. Its really wild and i dont like it 🤣

Sep 10, 2024 11:47:22 PM Me

Hi Laurie this video he explains very clearly how I think and feel around suicidal ideation. I definitely have passive SI and what he is describing. in the beginning one of the first things he says is that people who have this are very selfless. He said because despite living through every day and feeling suffering and having this passive SI, they don’t take any action because it would put too much of a burden on others so they live with the suffering

Sep 10, 2024 11:47:25 PM Me

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8 Misconceptions about Passive Suicidal Ideation

Passive Suicidal Ideation (Passive S.I.) is one of the most misunderstood mental health symptoms.I'm going to debunk some common misconceptions about passive...

Sep 10, 2024 11:48:18 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 55 minutes, 53 seconds) Me

He’s a psychiatrist and suffered from it so he describes it perfectly and in way that I can’t quite articulate but my experience is exactly what he describes

Sep 11, 2024 12:44:36 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Got this and I’ll check it out. Free on Saturday?

Sep 11, 2024 12:44:49 PM (Read by them after 16 minutes, 44 seconds) Me

Yes

Sep 11, 2024 5:28:18 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 59 seconds) +19084423396

2pm?

Sep 11, 2024 6:35:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Yes. 2pm is perfect.

Sep 11, 2024 6:35:28 PM Me

Thank you!

Sep 11, 2024 6:36:01 PM Me

Today was GIGANTIC pendulum swing in emotions. Exhausting day.

Sep 13, 2024 4:36:10 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Can we switch our time to 4pm? An earlier scheduled client needs to switch their time. Just LMK. Thanks!

Sep 13, 2024 4:36:44 PM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

Sure That works better for me

Sep 13, 2024 4:37:30 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +19084423396

Thank you for being so flexible with me. I am very grateful. Doing alright?

Sep 13, 2024 4:38:35 PM (Read by them after 11 seconds) Me

I struggle really hard today and it’s been building up all week. I feel a lot of stress pretty much every day, and I’ve become a custom to it however there are some days where it ratchets up another level or two and sort of pushes the envelope so to speak

Sep 13, 2024 4:39:26 PM +19084423396

I get that. Are you hypnotherapeutic meditations helping?

Sep 13, 2024 4:39:45 PM (Read by them after 7 seconds) Me

I explained to my cousin that I spend 50% of my day or more dealing with mental illness or trying to get a grip on things and never feel satisfied with what I do because I feel as if I’m getting nowhere fast

Sep 13, 2024 4:40:41 PM Me

The right phrase would be “feeling burned out on life”

Sep 14, 2024 3:31:27 PM (Read by them after 42 minutes, 31 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie, this is Bert and I have a conflict that has come up. Previously when you asked me if I could move to four I didn’t realize I have something from 4 to 5 today. That may negate us being able to meet today so let me know when the next possible possible time is thanks

Sep 14, 2024 4:25:06 PM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 25 seconds) +19084423396

We’ll do.

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Sep 14, 2024 4:58:00 PM (Read by them after 6 days, 16 hours, 11 seconds) Me

Grazie !

Sep 21, 2024 8:58:39 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 36 seconds) +19084423396

Checking in with you, Bert!

Sep 21, 2024 8:58:40 AM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 21, 2024 9:10:40 AM Me

Hi Laurie Im ok Still insurvival mode

Sep 21, 2024 10:04:17 AM (Read by them after 4 minutes, 10 seconds) Me

Haven't heard back from Colorado company interview. My horizon looks like it’s stuck at 24 or 48 hours no matter what I do. I don’t think my horizon will shift until I figure out how to get my feet on the ground

Sep 26, 2024 2:21:18 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 30 minutes, 45 seconds) Me

Still no word from Colorado Unsure if its NY or CO Have a week to decide.

Sep 26, 2024 4:52:35 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 19 seconds) +19084423396

What does your gut. say?

Sep 26, 2024 5:46:43 PM (Read by them after 5 hours, 21 minutes, 58 seconds) ⇲ Me

Likely NY. Which is the last thing I want. That's probably why it will happen

Sep 26, 2024 4:52:35 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 26, 2024 5:46:43 PM (Read by them after 5 hours, 21 minutes, 58 seconds) ⇱ Me

Likely NY. Which is the last thing I want. That's probably why it will happen

This message responded to an earlier message.

Sep 26, 2024 11:09:07 PM (Read by you after 36 minutes, 33 seconds) +19084423396

Gadzooks I really don’t wanna see you there either

Sep 26, 2024 11:09:07 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 28, 2024 12:05:14 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 37 minutes, 20 seconds) +19084423396

I’m free to meet with you tomorrow if that works on your end. Let me know I can be free at 11 or 1 PM.

Sep 28, 2024 9:04:52 AM Me

Hi Laurie 11am will work. I'll be at Starbucks in Ojai. Some things on my mind: Feeling stuck Depression elevated Ideation is here again Feeling resigned from life Every morning is awful to get thru I need to leave here but dont want to keep doing this way living. Ill just stay here if I cant change that. Now more than ever people have no idea what Im dealing with Takes me half my day to get beyond the depression to get anything done that moves me in a direction I want. I never get what i want done. And that adds dissapointment on top all the other emotions.

Sep 28, 2024 11:59:37 AM (Read by them after 49 seconds) Me

Be right there just getting Computer set up

Sep 28, 2024 12:01:29 PM +19084423396

I just read through all this. I’m gonna get my cup of coffee and I’ll be right back at my computer. We’re talking one minute max.

Sep 28, 2024 12:02:36 PM (Read by them after 11 minutes, 51 seconds) Me

Sep 28, 2024 1:03:26 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 8 minutes, 48 seconds) +19084423396

This is Louie…Mr. Bert.

Sep 28, 2024 1:03:28 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Oct 04, 2024 12:01:12 PM Me

Hi Laurie I know we’re meeting soon, and wanted to share the estimate I have for the trip. I created a page of data all mapped out. (a bit of my ocd showing up)

Oct 04, 2024 12:01:13 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Bert Mahoney's Notion on Notion

Ojai, CA—2—Longmont, CO | Notion

Data for the trip is below

Oct 04, 2024 12:01:30 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Total Estimated Charge Cost Range $169 to $195

Oct 04, 2024 12:35:42 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 14 seconds) +19084423396

I’ll call in 5 minutes.

Oct 04, 2024 12:45:26 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 30 seconds) +19084423396

Ready when you are….

Oct 04, 2024 12:49:59 PM Me

Oct 04, 2024 12:50:05 PM (Read by them after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) Me

Just sat down

Oct 04, 2024 12:53:14 PM +19084423396

Lmk when I may call via FT.

Oct 04, 2024 12:53:19 PM Me

k, ready

Oct 05, 2024 1:46:19 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 36 seconds) +19084423396

Bert, Are you stll needing me to follow theu with our arrangement? I hadn’t heard from you.

Oct 05, 2024 4:01:49 PM Me

Oh Hi Laurie, at storage still downsizing. Coordinating arrival with Colorado. And Liz texting about some if my stuff showing up

Oct 05, 2024 4:02:15 PM Me

I’ll know for sure tomorrow

Oct 07, 2024 9:26:18 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie Three solid days at storage, about 30 hours so far. I did time-lapse video thru the entire process so at the end I’ll have a commemorative video of moving from one storage space to another.

Oct 07, 2024 9:31:16 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I would like to take you up on your offer of kindness for the car charging. I’m incredibly grateful for it. 😊 This morning at Starbucks fueling up before heading to storage for the final time. My downsizing is complete — but I’ve not packed my car with what I want to take just yet, plus getting a load of laundry done before I hit the road is prudent.

Oct 07, 2024 9:36:17 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Moving from one end of the storage unit to the other—hit me hard— I suddenly saw it as a pivot point. I got emotional walking away from my old storage spot. I had spent many days and nights there playing darts alone. I set my board up inside my unit and could stand outside it with the door opened wide, and stand in the hallway to shoot into my unit at teh board I bolted to the gray cinder block wall of a storage unit ( I have photo receipts 😊 I moved into that unit from the house directly, so there was a mix of raw angry energy from the past lingering, lost and confused energy from the void times, and more recent energy that I’m unsure how to look at yet.

Oct 07, 2024 9:44:51 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

There was a direct connection from that old storage unit to my past life. Going thru everything, much of which was just chucked in a box in haste to get out of dodge, dredged up ALOT of emotions looking at old photos of me, Liz, and the boys at happier times. I was thinking all weekend why I wasn’t feeling happier about whats upcoming, and it just struck me that going thru all that stuff, reviewing it, reopneing old wounds like scabs that havent entirely healed on their own. My scab is cracked from healthy skin on one edge and bleeding fresh from moving from one end of the building to another, reopening the would, but not destroying the majority of healing done. (I remember these well from my wild 12yr old bmx days)

Oct 07, 2024 9:50:01 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

So headed there in a few hours to get car properly packed to take off. Depending how long that takes will determine when I leave. I will leave at night for sure, and not wait until morning simply because traveling thru this terrain at night is far cooler and I think energy efficient.

Oct 07, 2024 4:14:48 PM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 44 seconds) +19084423396

Money sent via VenMo. I appreciate knowing how you’re hurting and yet knowing that and doing this cleanup of your belongings is part and parcel of you leaving this part of you behind that you recognize and know so well. Where you are going you won’t need so much and you most probably will need to be light on your feet. Travel safely and I think it’s prudent to leave at night when the temperatures are so much more comfortable. Keep me in the loop so I know when you get there, all my best, Laurie ps I’ll be thinking about you.

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Oct 07, 2024 5:06:47 PM Me

Hopefully pulling out of here at Sunset. Doing the last bit of logistics before pulling out I will keep you in the loop

Oct 08, 2024 11:06:14 AM Me

Hi Laurie This is where I’ll post travel updates. It’s a different Instagram account from my normal one but this will document my trip Always check here for my latest location and updates

Oct 08, 2024 11:06:20 AM Me

Instagram

TravelBert on Instagram: "First stop Santa Clarita, California. By Magic Mountain Six Flags. Stayed night there."

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Oct 08, 2024 11:07:24 AM Me

Feeling incredibly anxious. Uncertainty is overwhelming.

Oct 08, 2024 11:07:37 AM Me

Have had tears already

Oct 08, 2024 11:20:20 AM Me

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TravelBert on Instagram: "Victorville, California Stop 2"

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Oct 08, 2024 1:03:55 PM (Read by them after 2 hours, 38 minutes, 23 seconds) Me

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TravelBert on Instagram: "Barstow, California Disconnected, dissociated, and anxious. Stop 3"

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Oct 08, 2024 3:44:00 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 30 seconds) +19084423396

Hang in there Bert. You are well on your way.

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Oct 08, 2024 3:44:01 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Oct 12, 2024 1:15:21 PM Me

hi Laurie I made it to my cousin Darrell’s in Colorado late last night. I slept until 8:30am which I havent done in at least a year. I know we were supposed to meet, but my travels got messed up.

Oct 12, 2024 1:15:40 PM Me

So, looking to see if we can connect sometime soon.

Oct 12, 2024 1:16:29 PM Me

Let me know when you can. I’m here all day today. Tomorrow I’m headed over the Rockies to the Denver side which is where I’ll be based. In Longmont, Colorado.

Oct 12, 2024 5:47:55 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 6 seconds) +19084423396

Delighted you got to CO safe n sound. Let’s connect once you are in Longmont tomorrow might be a perfect day to do such in the late afternoon if you’re there. simply send me a text with your availability.

Oct 12, 2024 6:15:02 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

OK. I drop off truck and trailer at 3pm tomorrow in Longmont. When I get back from that I’ll be “in for the day” essentially at my Aunt’s house. Its the new ground zero. I considered yesterday, day zero being the first day in the state, and with family.

Oct 12, 2024 6:19:32 PM (Read by them after 6 seconds) Me

My Aunt actually has extra space in her place. Plus I can help her out around the house. She’s my mom’s oldest sister and in her 80’s, a feisty and fun lady. Her new thing is wild hair colors 😊 Attached a pic of the two of us last time I saw her. I drove her to Santa Barbara Airport. She flew out for Darraghs graduation at Thacher in June.

Oct 12, 2024 6:20:43 PM Me

Let’s plan on after 4:30pm if that works for you.

Oct 12, 2024 6:21:30 PM Me

That would be 3:30 for you.

Oct 12, 2024 6:21:35 PM Me

I’m in Mountain now.

Oct 13, 2024 11:41:11 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 58 minutes, 5 seconds) +19084423396

Not 1030am pst?

Oct 13, 2024 4:32:40 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 36 seconds) +19084423396

Just called but there’s no answer….?

Oct 13, 2024 4:39:40 PM (Read by them after 17 seconds) Me

I just arrived now. Back from turning in U haul

Oct 13, 2024 4:50:18 PM (Read by them after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) Me

Ready

Nov 26, 2024 6:49:25 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie I wanted to let you know I did major work on your website today. The homepage, services page, and downloads pages are all done. However there are services that need text. I continued with the ART theme and also made sure it should good on mobile.

Nov 26, 2024 6:49:26 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Articulate Expressiv

Expressive Art Therapy Online

Articulate Therapy offers compassionate and personalized therapy services for individuals and couples, specializing in both traditional and online expressive art therapy. By integrating creative expression into therapeutic practice, Articulate Therapy helps clients explore emotions, overcome challenges, and foster personal growth in a safe and supportive environment.

Nov 26, 2024 6:49:42 PM Me

I hope all is well. Been in CO about a month now.

Nov 26, 2024 6:52:17 PM (Read by them after 5 minutes, 4 seconds) Me

From my phone

Nov 26, 2024 7:08:04 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +19084423396

Whoo Hoo! Finally…. I am so grateful and i have a better picture for you. See attached. And please bring me up to speed on how you are doing.

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Nov 26, 2024 7:10:00 PM (Read by them after 36 seconds) Me

I didn’t get the attachment on your message. And yes I’m excited, I spent all day on it and damn really happy with how it turned out. And I learned some new things inside of wicks which was cool. you could also email me the pictures as attachments if that’s easier for you to do it from the computer rather than the phone. And if you have artwork or stuff that you wanna put have me put up there instead of the stock artwork I can replace that as well

Nov 26, 2024 7:10:40 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +19084423396

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Nov 26, 2024 7:10:41 PM (Read by them after 7 seconds) Me

And I’m glad to hear woo hoo and that you’re happy 😊

Nov 26, 2024 7:12:27 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +19084423396

Monte’s 1 year passing just happened Sunday.

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Nov 26, 2024 7:14:11 PM (Read by them after 6 seconds) Me

100,000 ft. This transition from the car is far harder than I had imagined and I’m having a hard time adjusting I have no social life and don’t know a soul here other than family, my Aunt. My cousin and his family live four hours away on the other side of the Rocky Mountains. So I’ve been alone but not in my car. In CA I could drive and see my son Declan, I could go to the beach which was alwaysrevitalizing, and I also had my dart friends. And I have none of that here. It’s just a hard transition that I did not expect. Also no luck on the local job front here either. I have applied to more than a dozen things locally and haven’t gotten a callback on anything

Nov 26, 2024 7:14:56 PM Me

So things are the same minus the car and things i mentioned in CA

Nov 26, 2024 7:15:35 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +19084423396

Don’t lose faith. Consider doing a volunteer gig that includes food? Like catering?

Nov 26, 2024 7:16:35 PM Me

Depression has peaked hard a few times. And self esteem is crushed. Regarding volunteer, im trying to get in at humane society to vibe with animals

Nov 26, 2024 7:19:50 PM Me

Anyhow, off to eat dinner. Then working on a poster series related to all the different mental places ive been that arent neurotypical. I’ll share it soon, but the idea is you could buy one illustration as a large poster say 12 x 18 or get all of them printed on postcards as a set. I have 4 done, and aiming for 4 more. maybe do 12 or 16. Depends on the ideas keep coming as i work.

Nov 26, 2024 7:20:15 PM (Read by them after 20 hours, 28 minutes, 6 seconds) Me

And the last thing I’ll bother you with is that I am finding my brain is coming up with ideas for creative things I’m challenged with which is nice to know I haven’t lost it

Nov 28, 2024 12:59:16 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Happy Thanksgiving 🦃🍁

Dec 11, 2024 6:54:58 PM Me

Hi Laurie I hope all is well. I have 6 posters complete 7&8 are starting Setting up online store and going to give it a go. I am already capturing video of me working on the posters and going to do a vlog to publish on my site. bert.forsale

Dec 11, 2024 6:56:34 PM Me

Here are 2 of the posters

Dec 11, 2024 6:56:38 PM Me

Dec 11, 2024 6:57:05 PM Me

Dec 11, 2024 6:57:49 PM (Read by them after 43 minutes, 17 seconds) Me

Dec 11, 2024 8:50:17 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 16 minutes, 43 seconds) +19084423396

These are glorious, thought provoking and I’d love to be your first customer.

Dec 11, 2024 8:50:18 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Dec 20, 2024 2:56:00 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi Laurie My website is now ready for business 😊 I have to pull the trigger because I have a never ending list of tweaks.

Dec 20, 2024 2:56:04 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Bert.ForSale

I have years of designs to share because its taken me two years to get beyond the fear of sharing and exposing myself to judgement and criticism—otherwise known as attachment. I have no attachment to…

Dec 20, 2024 2:56:17 PM Me

shopping should work fine

Dec 25, 2024 1:21:37 PM (Read by them after 4 minutes, 43 seconds) Me

Merry Christmas and Happy Hannukah Laurie ! I hope you and the family have a great holiday season 🙂 I’ll start promoting my website on social media soon and will have more posters up as well. Recording videos for blog posts and YouTube. Going to put it all out there and see what happens Be well, Bert

Dec 25, 2024 5:55:26 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 55 seconds) +19084423396

Just had our requisite Meal of Chinese takeout! And now onto a Harry Potter bonanza! Keep me posted how it goes!

Dec 29, 2024 3:38:47 PM Me

Hi Laurie I hope you’re having a peaceful and restful holiday. I believe everything is ready on the site and store. I now have 6pack bundles. You can get all six in poster of postcard for less. I’ve updated the design and all.

Dec 29, 2024 3:38:49 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Bert.ForSale

Bert ForSale | Mental Health Awareness Art – Posters & Prints For Healing

I'm Bert, and I'm glad you are here, welcome.

Dec 29, 2024 3:39:17 PM Me

If you do happen to order I would love to hear about your experience

Dec 29, 2024 3:39:26 PM Me

No one has gone thru yet.

Dec 29, 2024 3:39:52 PM Me

Posting to social media shortly. Been online since 11am, 4 hours solid. Need a break.

Dec 29, 2024 4:04:05 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 43 minutes, 37 seconds) +19084423396

Just ordered, Bert! So proud of you! - Laurie

Dec 29, 2024 9:50:22 PM (Read by them after 2 minutes, 40 seconds) Me

Thanks Laurie I’m posting some videos on YouTube and integrate them on the website. I’ll have a vlog/pod/blog meaning ill post audio, video, or text. Who knows?

Dec 29, 2024 9:53:15 PM Me

also new posters soon My list is lengthy. Think I have 28 on the list in total. Im curating the list as I go along.

Dec 29, 2024 9:53:50 PM Me

I also plan on doing video posts of me designing the work and talking as I do it.

Dec 29, 2024 9:54:21 PM Me

thanks again for the support!

Jan 11, 2025 10:42:40 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Laurie! I was looking at tracking and noticed your order is out for delivery!!! Excited for you to receive them and please let me know how you like them in person. 😊 ps. I went to Dela Cavva Psychiatric Inpatient Hospital for a 3 day stay. Holidays took me waaaaay off the tracks. Feeling far more stable and better now.